scarred
depressed
grieved
and empowered
all at the same time.
basically my sister was here this weekend, and it was SO great. I just love and adore her so much, and we had so much fun. But like all good things, it came to an end, and she had to go home. I almost broke down in the airport. Then i actually did break down on the car ride home.
I just get so frustrated sometimes. Sometimes i think to myself: "Why am i here at NNU?"; "Was Idaho the right choice?"; and "Is College even right for me?".
I just wish i could se her more. The thought that this new way of life, in that i only see more darling sister a couple weeks a year, is a thought that almost brings me to my knees in tears.
I just love and miss her so.. so.. much.
--David
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bye!!
Hi love,
I think that of course these feelings would emmense. Only because something you are familiar with reappeared, and left again. And its a constant up down. But I say its a part of changing yanno? Eventually you have to cherish the original, and work with the new yanno? So for now, love that she came, and look forward to what is to come. College is for you, you just have to figure WHAT in college is for you.
i love you
-Bri
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